Amma,

You may still be in shock, but you will process it in time. It’s an horrific time for your family.

One thing I will say is this……it is not your fault. He seemed to have his mind made up and I don’t want you to experience extra suffering by going over and over what you could have done. But I completely understand how difficult that might be for you right now.

Try to be around people who care about you and talk whenever you need to. I’m so sorry.