Kkasxo,

I feel the same. I cannot imagine him living a happy life without me, it hurts too much. But perhaps if we accept and move on, that would become easier.Who knows?!

I don’t know who or what I am these days. I feel so lost, with no map for the future and my path to happiness taken away, even if that’s a skewed version of what was really going on.

Hopefully the musical will be a distraction later. I’ll have access to the forum at all times though, so feel free to post after your session or if you need to vent or seek support. Best of luck.