Dear anita,

I don’t want to have sex with him after not seeing him in so long, regardless of the eye infection. I just wanted to let him know that I have this infection…. Maybe I should have told him when I met him. I didn’t think we would necessarily have sex, but maybe hug or something. He wanted to come and visit me, so we would have maybe ended up kissing. I am just very scared to infect him, and I would prefer to not see him or for him to think that I’m crazy than him getting sick because of me.

I realize now that it was definitely weird to write that…