I’m trying. I am doing radio silence. It’s at the point where I am almost afraid of doing or saying anything because I don’t know how cold she’s going to be and how far away it will push her. It just hurts because this is the longest we’ve gone with no communication for years, and I’m worried about her. I’m not worried she’s out and seeing other people, but I’m worried she will repress her emotions for long enough and will completely and forcefully forget the feelings she had for me and just flat out never have me in her life ever again.