Oh no no no, I am not trying to place blame on her in any way, I know full well that I had plenty to do to contribute to it. I have taken responsibility and sincerely apologized to her about what I know I did, and I’m working hard on the issues I had during the relationship. I’m not at all trying to bad mouth her to anyone, I don’t believe she is a bad person at all and know she doesn’t deserve it. Me contemplating if she is depressed is strictly me being concerned about her, and I’m not presenting her in any way to anyone else. Everyone who I have talked to knows her just as well or better than I have, and have come to their own conclusions on their own.