Hi Anita,

Thank you for sharing, that does answer my question.

On reflection it’s entirely possible I hadn’t presented myself as equally capable. I thought that I was presenting myself in a way that suggested we work as a team but thinking back now to some things said, particularly at the doctors, she didn’t feel that way. I think maybe I didn’t lend the best ear and was putting too much on my own issues. It wasn’t until we broke up that I quit weed and started to think clearer.

I was so close but so far… It’s an awful shame that this happened on the cusp of such powerful change. Change that I had tried to communicate in the best way I could. Acceptance, forgiveness, inner peace, I will get there.