Also, whilst I re read your post, I too felt like I was depressed my whole life eg I felt more swriois and more cautious than other kids and rarely left and just wanted to be left alone. I felt so guilty and less than for not being care free and open and friendly. I always found life tough. I can empathise wigh the image of you sitting in class, struggling in silence. That was so unfair and must of been really tough for anyone, let alone a child. BUT in adulthood you DID soeak out about rape which is so brave and ao strong. Not everyone would of done that but you stood up for yourself and what was right. Thats huge!

I dont think we were born depressed. I think it relates to upbringing and how we were made to feel. This is positive in a way as it means there is hope for change.