Hi Anita,

I  have decided to do my best to put the part of my life with my ex behind me.  It doesn’t matter how, why or what.  It is over and should not have any impact on my life any longer.  I must follow that feeling instead of torturing myself.  I have many unanswered questions, but even with the answers would it matter? He left with not much of an explanation and most has been a mystery and will probably always be.  I need to realize after 8 mos. all I have found out is deceit & lies.  So, do I really want to know the truth?  I need to focus on my future, not the past with someone who did not care about my well being.

I wish you a Beautiful and Happy Christmas.  I hope Santa leaves you something you need and want! (Lights & Water) 🙂

As always Pray for me and I hope to make it through the day with Happy thoughts.

Bella~