Kkasxo,

Im sorry you’ve been finding it so tough. It’s not fair. But you’re entitled to wallow I think, after all you’ve been through? It’s completely understandable. I hope you find some solace in meeting the date with courage and moving past it afterwards.

Im feeling very sad this evening. I’m just missing him more than I know I should and I really want to reach out to him but at the same time, I don’t feel I’m ready. It’s tough, I have no interest in being with anyone else, I still don’t believe I’ll find someone ‘better’.