Dear Anita,

being in the dark too long many reject light. Makes total sense. I’ve seen this even in small ways. A person who is consistently angry to see others rise up and find happiness while he stays in the dark. No concept that those people may have light and his is off. In fact rejecting the light if it is attempted to be shined on him.

I see in my mother that child was imprisoned. And yes once in a while you’ll see a glimpse, a small glimpse of true light – childlike. Yet the baseline state is darkness. The light is off.

I think about this in my current life, holding on to what doesn’t serve me.

So – last night my sister came over. It was about an hour – and I observed a lot. So much. And it was interesting. In my next post I will write to you about this.