Kkasxo,

Meh is not the worst thing in the world I guess. It’s as good as any, until you can figure things out. Are you still attending therapy to try and wade through everything? I hope they can help provide some insight. The more they get to kno you, the more they will be able to discern and hopefully help.

I hve thought about Oz…..on the days I’m not feeling as sad. Or am in denial. I don’t know which. Sometimes I think about going because travel and new settings can often open up your mind and give you better perspective. But I don’t know if I’ll go through with it. Yesterday I would say, Yes I will! Today I’m refraining from calling my ex! And so the cycle continues!

How is the house hunting going? I’d love to be able to afford a place of my own