Also my special friend and I hung out this past Saturday. We talked about the classes we were taking and took a walk out in nature just admiring the birds and the way the sunlight danced upon the trees. I had a great Saturday and I felt like I had a inner glow that was illuminating my way and things would be alright. I felt truly alive and living in the moment. I also cried and when my special friend asked me if I was okay, I told him that I loved him and he helped me see the light in my life. I don’t want that light to fade away and I will do all that I can to keep it shining. There was a moment when my special friend and I just listened to the birds and felt the wind whistling through the trees and we hugged each other and both were grateful to be alive.