Wow first of all I, I want to say that Im grateful that you guys are helping me with my problems

And to respond to the question about my home country, which was France, I lived their with my step-dad and my mom too, my father died when I was young and my parents were already separated. So I consider my step-dad like my dad. I know he cares about me a lot, and I used to always have fun with him. But lately I have not been able to have the same feeling, its weird because I know he is super nice and smart, but I feel like we dont really have a connection. I don’t really like hanging out with him, I get annoyed by him sometimes just by the way he acts or tries to be funny but I dont say anything because hes just trying to be friendly.

I wish that this feeling of irratation would go away and I could appreciate him a little more.