hallo everybody .

i Need some advise here …

i finally got rid of my bf who was emotionally ,verbally abusive .i went to Police Station for reporting against him because of his violent and Stalking .but he promised me that he wont do such Thing again  thus i dint file a Report against him and blocked him and returned his all belongings .. i finally broke up with him on 28 th feb and now its almost 2 -3 weeks ,

meanwhile one of his friend contacted me because he used to like me ( i just met him 1-2) and later he came to know ´that i am his friend gf . so he dint approached me .but as my bf told him that we broke up and asked him to talk to me . he contacted me as a friend

as i was very sad after being blackmailed  and abused , i started talk to him  just before two weeks..he showed interest and i refused to have anything  right away as i knew my breakup was fresh and he is my ex  friend thus it wont be a good idea..

but as we talked on call he dint care if i was his friend ex gf and that  we were in living relationship.. he just liked me and wanted to spend life with me .

so after a week of my  breakup i accepted his proposal of having a relatonship but i was really nt connected with this Person.

then he wanted to  meet me and wanted to stay night at my place so first i denied because i wasnt ready for this as i was coming from a horrible horrible breakup and a living relationship but  after a Long consideration i agreed..

so he asked me that if i kiss him or hug him whwn he come to meet me ? …i became very uncomfortable as he started asking such Things  and even i became sad because i dint really moved on from  my last relationship .

he came before 2 days and he was very touchy .in bus he kept his head on my shoulder or trying to kiss me again and again when he reach at my place he again wanted to kiss me and hug me again and again and i wasnt comfortable at all ..two hours passed he said me ” what are you doing?” i askd him”what em i doing ?”( actually i wasnt letting him doing much romance and i was saying him  i am not comfortable to do ,and i asked him to talk to me despite of touching me again and again.)i really wanted to talk to him and get comfortable and free first ..

he asked : what are you doing ? for what i came here ?? u should know what should we be doing now after 2 hours …

me: for what u came here ? (i was a bit angry and shocked)  what should we be doing right now ,tell me ?? did u come here to have sex??  did u?

he: ya why not .. we are in relationship thn why shouldnt we …

me: how could u think that i called u for sex?  i dont want to have rght now ..and i just cant …( it was our first Meeting and we were frm last one week in relationship)

he started  insisting me and asked me than why did i have Sex with  my ex (his friend )…

he continued to insist me and asking me for his sake just for once , just for once Sex  …

i denied every single time and i said u cant force me to do something which i dont want ..

after sometime he took his jacket and said me that he is leaving and i can sleep ( as i was sleepless too and wanted to sleep ) ..

i was fine with that . then he asked me to come out side i went there he was showing a bit attitude as he was angry at me ..

at that Point i really wanted him to go and never contact me again but i couldnt ask him to get out …

then he came wd me at my place and said alright we wont have sex but apart from it we will do everything and i refused again …he was again unhappy .. from this time i started weeping because i started missing my ex alot … first time in last 3 weeks i started weeping and i kept weeping time to time infront of him..

well whole night went like this after 2 hours i slept …and really ,i was Abit  attracted to him and at that Moment i completly lost interst in him …i dont like him  now …

when i woke up i waned him to go.bt i spent some hours with this Person  and said him goodbye at Train Station …. i was weeping alot whole day with him because i was missing my ex …those memories and Flashbacks were coming time to time ..

now i m just confsed this Person said me he really likes me and love me and planning to marry me but i feel like all he want from me is only Sex??  or am i in emotionally unstable right now ?? or am i only judging him ??

can someone give me a clearer Picture of this whole Situation because i cant really think straight that whats really going on .?

help me please i m really messed up ..

right now  i m nt talking or replying this Person much as i m no more intersted after that night …