Anita,

(Mark) yes his name is Mark too ironic I know

I think you saw me and my issues from a mile away and I was an easy target.   My looks and my attention fed your ego.  I know you liked me in the beginning but my kids and my situation with my soon to be ex made you say this can’t go anywhere.  I don’t understand why you didn’t talk to me about it more or just end it then.  It continued and the more that time went on you got rude and my anxiety went crazy.  I had panic attacks in your bathroom and you never knew it.  I think you are selfish and can’t apologize for anything.  Your bragging got on my nerves.  I’m ashamed of my behaviors during our last text conversation.   I was begging you not to end it and I don’t know why.  We didn’t have much to begin with.  I have so much work to do on myself I don’t know where to start.  I don’t know whether to thank you or hate you for bringing it to my attention that I have ptsd from my abusive marriage.  I feel like everyone is going to leave me.  I’m grateful when men are nice to me and that’s pathetic.  You are a fucking team manager at work and you should have been there to help me not take advantage of me.  I just want you to know that your butt is saggy. You need to work on that in the gym since you like to brag about how much you lift. Apparently you missed that area.