Dear Anita,

I feel for you when I read that you decided to “undo” and not feel this softness.

For me, I did not know i did that, but of course I did, but it was subconscious.

Regardless I did too – and I felt a glimmer of sadness for both of us, that we undid this, how sad for us – us wonderful beings.

I am glad to hear that you feeling this “stirring of life” sensation.  What is that like? It is new to me – I don’t think I have ever felt a true awakening like this.  Well, I don’t expect it – I am focused right now on feeling anything at ALL, (such as my PMS induced emotions last night!).

your concept of the leg falling asleep, there is a medical term for it, the pain after the blood flow comes back.  What an excellent analogy.  How intuitive and intelligent you are.  As you have seen, I do love a good analogy, it is quite satisfying.

Have to start somewhere right?