Anita,

I’m definitely starting to get my own routine and my anxiety is low.  I’m going to hang out with an old friend this weekend that I have not seen in awhile.  She is my age and lives in a town about an hour away.  There are events this weekend in our town so I think we will have fun.

Regarding K.  We were talking earlier and I said that I was glad we were friends and that I would never push for more because we have both had some bad luck in the past.  (He mentioned some issues with another ex girlfriend.)  He said he was glad I understood because he could not see himself in a relationship right now.

I’m aware I’m not ready for a relationship but I feel a little annoyed when I think about how he worded it.  Almost like I was pursuing more when really I was not.  I don’t know maybe I am reading more into it.

Lindsey