Raaw,

You said you have a few friends that you talk to and care about.  Are these the friends that exclude you from conversations and have you feel unwelcome?

You also mention that you feel lost and unable to find direction to fix things in your life.

I am not sure what you are asking about.  Are you tying your lack of close friendships with feeling lost and not knowing how to fix things in your life?

If you are only wanting input on creating close friendships then I would suggest you nurture the few friends that you feel close to.  It’s not about quantity but quality for me.

Insofar as the lost and wanting to find a direction, please elaborate if you want input on that.

Mark