Hi G,

I’m so sorry that you are feeling so awful.  There is only one thing for you to do and that is to accept yourself exactly as you are in the present moment.  Even if you can’t go to school, there are all manner of on-line subjects and courses that you can study and I am sure that you will be able to take them at your own pace.

You have a debilitating condition for which you do not have to apologize.  You have not let your family down.  Upsetting yourself in this way just makes things worse.

You have received some kind replies and suggestions.  I hope you can draw strength and comfort from them.

Peggy