Dear Anita

I was/am not the only reason for his anxiety/panic attacks. There are bunch of other factors too. But I understand that at this stage, I could be the biggest factor. I know I’ve lost him and I know there’s no way we could be together now but it’s hard for me to come in terms with this fact. It’s easier for him to move on since his whole life is different now. He’s got new clothes, new college, new house, new friends whereas I’m stuck here with memories of him associated with everything I do or anywhere I go or anything I wear. How do I move on? How do I make it easier for me? I can’t move to a different city since I’ve recently got my dream job! I’ve even got a memory of him attached to my new office. I will set him free but I also want to set myself free.