Dear Anita

Thank you so much for all the guidance. I’ve started the moving on process. I have stopped texting him. I’ve deactivated all my social media handles because apparently everybody around me is getting married to ‘love of their life’. I’m happy for them though. But I’m only a human after all! I’ve also started writing my final speech. And, I have decided to not to speak to his mother. I’ve realised it’s not my duty to try and convince HIS mother. It’s HIS duty, he should lead this front. He too knows how good of a person I am.

I would be lying if I say that I’m handling this situation pretty well. I’ve started crying in front of my family which was never the case. I used to sneakily cry in the bathroom. This pain is just too much! The mornings and the nights are especially difficult.