Well I keep this thoughts to myself, because I wouldn’t want to hurt someone’s feelings. But I know that I can’t spend my life feeling bad for people. Actually my resolve, is that every person can find happiness within themselves and become satisfied for what they have but they have a path to take or work to do (some more than others), wherever they are in life.

I also still feel social anxiety. I have noticed it’s been slowly becoming less of a struggle in my daily life and feel more confident. I do still feel anxiety or uneasiness sometimes around friends or strangers and then think that they are feeling the same way.

In general I feel much better than the last few months, more confident in myself, physically and socially, and am more satisfied with normal (sometimes boring) life. But since I am still writing in this forum, I still feel some unease around people, just casual hangouts and conversations and most importantly making new friends and pursuing new relationships.

I will see a psychiatrist next week recommended by my therapists ( she tells me that I really do not have much to worry about and that is probably a physical reason/imbalance that is probably causing this unhappiness and anxiety)