Anita,

Yesterday I had mediation for the divorce, 1 of 2 sessions for the finances.  It was stressful because my ex is not very happy with the amount he will have to pay.  There will be some disagreements in the next session but the mediator gave me some advice afterwards. She had him leave first and then told me to stick to my guns with the finances and with what I’m asking for. I’m pretty grateful for her advice.

I’m feeling tired and worn down  from all this.   Also I think when things are calm sometimes I look for chaos and I really want to look at changing that.  Kids come over tonight until Friday which will be good.  K is talking and acting normal right now.  I just feel kind of drained.