Dear Neil,

You write brilliantly with real thought and depth.

You are not a thing, you are a person.  A real, live, thinking, feeling person.  How did you get to this place?  I don’t know.  Who would you cause pain to if you left the planet?  This suggests that there is someone who matters to you enough for you to save them from that pain.   What happened to you that you no longer love or value your own life?

Come alive and tell me who you used to be – the old you isn’t dead, he’s just resting waiting for the time when he can be revived, waiting for the kiss that will breathe new life into him, waiting for the reassurance that he is loved for himself.  He doesn’t need to do or be anything but accept himself exactly as he is in this moment.  That’s love.

Sending you all the love, light and healing that your body can absorb – hope you feel better soon.

Peggy