Dear Anita

Lately, I have been feeling restless because I am not sure if I am creating the life I want to live. I create a schedule of the things to help me organize myself through the day, but the progress seems a bit slow and I think that during those moments when things are slow I begin to doubt whether I am being productive in life. I feel like I have a sense of purpose, but it seems like I  am not sure of what it is completely. I feel like I am working on a puzzle and there are some missing pieces. The good thing I am doing is that I am isolating myself from negative people and seeking out support from people who help me with my stresses. I think the thing that is bothering me is whether I am good enough to do the things I set my mind to. There are other people who seem smarter than I am when I am in class doing scientific research and some times I feel like I am not as good as they are because they seem to contribute more to the discussions then I do.

Hope you have a good rest of the week!