anita,

Busy day at work today.

Yesterday – I practiced talking highly of myself as well. And it was fine and made me feel good. And I had a good time. No aggressiveness. No stressors. Just a fine time with the girls. One of the girls, P and I had become closer recently. We would talk individually through text message almost every day. Ever since I went NC, she has stopped that communication. Our contact now is only in group settings. It amazes me to see people do such things and be ok with. She is one friend that I observe a lot because her behaviors are very different than mine. She truly does what is best for herself and her own sanity. (I think she takes it to an extreme where it does become selfish) – but still something to learn from. Or perhaps not learn, but observe.

I am going to email you now about crush.

calisister