Dear Angelgirl:

Welcome back to your thread. I don’t think you should go live in India because you wrote it yourself: “I don’t want that”.

You are stuck right now, and have been stuck for a while, lonely and nothing exciting happening. We all have to have meaningful social connections (a must for us, being the social animals that we are!) and we have to have something exciting happening once in a while, something new and exciting.

Take care of these two things: some social connection and something exciting, not necessarily the most exciting, but somewhat exciting, and you will feel better, feeling alive again.

I will need to re-read your previous posts when I am better focused and reply further. Please add anything relevant to your struggle and I will reply to you later, either in a few hours or tomorrow morning (in about 18 hours from now).

anita