Dear Felix:

“Idk if it’s normal that I feel jealous to an opposite gender”- yes, it is normal: nothing in your human experience is alien to the human experience. When we think that we are the only ones who think or feel this way or that,  it is because we don’t know that.. everyone else thinks and feels (or has thought and felt) this way and that way.

“I just wish hat I can as soon as possible get a partner so that I won’t worry about height anymore”- unfortunately, finding a girlfriend is not going to be the answer to your height dissatisfaction. When you have a girlfriend you may worry: what if she likes that man over there because he is taller?

Therefore, instead of  waiting for a future situation and imagine your dissatisfaction resolving itself at that future time, aim at resolving it now. It will not be easy to resolve it, but aim at it. This height is staying with you for decades to come, try to be okay with it. After all, it is possible for a 5’5” man to be okay with his looks (and have a loving girlfriend), and it is possible for a 6′ to be unhappy with his looks and not have a girlfriend.

Regarding the girl- I suppose with time she will date another young man. Good thing, there are other young women in your area of the world. Good thing she is not the only one.

anita