Hi Vida.
By chance, I have found your topic and your message about arranged marriage. Hope, you have found the proper solution and you are fine now.
Just to share my own experience concerning arranged marriage: this year I have fall in love with the Indian guy from a traditional family.
Our short passionate affair turned into complete hell for both of us – once we understood that even the fact that we were badly (and mutually) in love with each other, understanding each other with no words, ready to spend a whole life beside each other, sharing the same life values and interests etc. etc., despite all these things which are considered to be the rock-hard ground for long-term and successful relationships, there is nothing to do bcz he has already gone through arranged marriage a year before. Nothing can be changed –  the culture and family do not accept the idea of divorce even though they live separately (in different cities).  Too many consequences to overcome…No hope, no solution. Two broken hearts.
My story has no happy end. Arranged marriage without sincere feelings – brings suffers and pain.
Hope u are luckier.
P.S. sorry for my English language, it is not my native one