Makes sense. Definitely what I’m doing lately. Exposing myself to more and more interpersonal settings but slowly.
I’m also considering I might have some mental illness since the way my mind can gets very dark and nasty (as well as my moods) disturbs me. When I get angry I get very verbally aggressive and vicious in my mind even when it’s totally uncalled for, I may also forgive someone pretty quickly or want peace but then randomly I will entertain mental scenarios of me attacking or fighting someone I dislike and it gets very vicious and I just am perplexed with myself
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