Dear Anita

I’m from Italy and yes people here are heartbroken over Kobe loss

My uncle died of leukemia while he was curing himself, his heart just stopped.

It really disturbed me, seeing someone you’re always used to see alive just dead and put in a coffin is very disturbing. It made me think of fragile life is and how unpredictable it is, you may be alive now and dead tomorrow. Illness is real, death is real. I was pretty nonchalant over death and physical illness in my teen years, maybe it was part of dissociation, now it hit me how real they are

I’m sorry for you fainting and hurting yourself. How are things going now?