Dear Anita

Some of the habits I’d like to change are: stop daydreaming and stalking my crush, splitting my hair, stop daydreaming over imaginary couples I made up when I was 9. I tried a lot of time to change, stop, mold, work over these habits and many others I’m not very comfortable saying now, but I often fail. These are the only things that give me joy or positive emotions on a daily basis, I find it physically painful or annoying to not indulge in them after a while, they’re better to deal with than reality