Anita,

So yeah I texted him about 2 hours ago.  I had an idea that he was giving the brush off.  In a sense I was wanting it to be done and over with instead of watching the hours and days go by with no messages from him.  Especially sense on the app I found him on, you can go in and see if they are active online and he never was.   So he responded fine and then I asked him to send some funny videos later and he never replied.   So I asked what was wrong why was he being weird.  This was on snapchat and you can see when they open the message.  After about 10 minutes I just deleted by message, deleted his number, and unfriended him on facebook and snapchat.

So in the end, I didn’t get my answer.  I have no idea what happened in the span of a day.  I have a rock sitting in my stomach.  My mother said being divorced twice and 5 kids would have been a red flag for her, plus the long distance, 3 hours.

I feel awful.  Awful for staring to like this person and just awful in general.  I don’t feel like I’m cut out for any of this stuff.

Lindsey