Dear Gaia:

Taking in what you wrote in your recent post I will correct my post to you right above yours:

There are new people in your life and there are new events in your life, and a lot of possible new people and possible new events, but the old suffering in your brain is so intense, that there is no newness in you to make new things happen.

Lots of suffering and lots of bitterness- you are like an old, bitter woman- not in a state of mind that makes purposeful, passionate growing possible.

The Ivy twists and turns as it responds to its own internal suffering, too busy to notice newness on the outside; to full to take-in newness from the outside, too tired, too bitter to make new things happen.

Am I getting it now?

anita