Dear Stepan Palvas:

“Love is a fundamental part of the creation of oneself”- well stated.

I hope you are back to your thread. No one answered your other two threads, but like I wrote to you, it’s been very slow here. I will answer one of them later. Regarding what follows, I ask questions, but remember: you don’t have to answer my questions, it is your choice. I ask because I want to understand you and your situation better.

1. “it just feels great to feel kind of free, to write whatever you want, and not care what others think”-

– when you don’t feel free to write or say whatever you want, it is because you worry about what others think of you.

I wonder what do you believe other people in your life are thinking about you: your parents, peers in school, the girl you shared about, others?

2. You wrote about the feeling of love: “from what I have experienced, I can not assign that feeling to anything else, or anyone else”-  can you explain this sentence to me, (I am not sure if I understand correctly)?

anita