Hey Anita, it’s me again.

I understand where you’re coming from.

I’ll spare you the details of the latest family ordeal. It was the same old stuff.

Thankfully, I listen to hz music to calm myself down. It’s gradually becoming to a point where I have to leave my house early enough to not hear any arguments in the morning, if not, throughout the whole day. It’s not like they can do anything to me. I was this close to screaming and feeling so overwhelmed. I’m not sure what time it is in your time zone, but here, it’s 5 in the afternoon. I do remember you telling me that it would take over 12 hours for you to answer my posts, which I’m fine since I have other things to do.

I can’t tell you how grateful I am for you. If it wasn’t for this website, among other resources, I wouldn’t be able to breathe above water. I thought about going back to writing poetry again. I’ll share some with you guys.

Maybe

Maybe you were always this way

Shrouded under

the secret nature

of your shadow self

Breathing underwater,

you couldn’t get help

The darkness inside of you was piling

as Cerebus breathed down your neck

Hades was attempting to take you

into his Underworld,

but his vibrant wife,

who is Queen,

let everything be green,

Inside, you knew ,

that spring had finally begun.