I think that’s what makes it so hard he’s a very good man and very caring he’s never treated me or anyone else this way it’s so out of character we are not married and have a son of 20  he’s been fine about the home I’m staying with our son and will remain there        He says that he feels we were living as friends but as I said I didn’t feel that was as we still had a physical relationship. He believes I feel same as him and my pain is for the life we had and not that I want him     I hurts me so much to hear him talk that way and totally dismiss how I feel    He wil! Not accept that I would have done anything to resolve any issues he was my world.      I can see my live without in it