Dear blkhwkdwn1:

If I was you, I would just call her once a week or so, or text her suggesting a call or facetime. Some people are less inclined to text or call, or even email, for one reason or another, it’s difficult for them. I don’t think she  doesn’t call you on purpose, that she is playing games. So call her, do Facetime, good idea to do that during this pandemic vs meeting in person!

“I felt weird”- you felt all possible emotions with her, or in regard to her: love, indifference, anger, hurt, infatuation, weird.. everything. It’s because you are a whole human, feeling all emotions, at different times.

anita