*anita, I’ve been able to complete community service hours, I’ve been preparing actively for my standardized tests too, I am intending to start Portfolio work once our house budget sets too. It’s just I can do most of the things for my goal of uni, except for writing a personal statement. Financial shortcomings and this inability to write personal essays hold me back to getting to bigger places. Almost any route will require me presenting a good part of me to others in order for them to know a stranger me and keep me in their trust. Whether it a job, uni application, or even a business. I feel very short of and incapable of these two things.

(I provided elaboration about it to give out bigger picture. I’m sorry if it was just TMI.)