I still have a glimmer of hope that I can’t help but hold onto that this time and space will cement her feelings either way and I am holding on to that to get that closure when I see her in a couple of weeks.

In the meantime I’m in this limbo where all I do is think about her and the what if’s and how is she feeling whilst knowing I won’t get any answers.

I feel like the things you have said definitely give me some food for thought and things to take with me when I do meet up with her.

She has a lot more to distract her mind in this time with full time work and being surrounded by her children constantly.