So this is where he’s at right now. When he had told me that he wanted to be with me after realizing things, it was because he said he wanted me by his side through everything. He didn’t want to not be with me and not have me by his side and he didn’t want to let go of that. He said he was always thinking of me and he wants to be with me and enjoy life together and be better together. He said he would do anything to make me happy and that he wanted to fix all of this mess he caused. He apologized again for wasting my time and energy, for hurting my feelings and for doing this all to me.

I asked him the same question as you had stated. “What happens if he’s frustrated again?” I told him that is so unfair for me to have to go through ALL of this because he felt frustrated and couldn’t properly clear his thoughts and feelings with me, even after I asked multiple times.

What do you mean by “the love was time limited and has expired?” I understand that most relationships are amazing throughout the honeymoon stage and then it gets real after that, which is what is happening in my case (I think).

I feel the same way that maybe I’m holding to the memories and wish for things to be like how they once were. And I can’t force any of that to happen — in the beginning he did all of that on his own. I didn’t have to tell him anything. All I know is right now I have him at a distance because I’m not going to accept his apology and forget everything and open my arms and give him a chance easily. I want him to earn my trust back and actually show me that he cares for me and loves me as he says he does.

I even asked him two day’s ago if he lost feelings for me and he said he hasn’t and that he was being honest. He asked me why I randomly asked that and well I described to him how confusing this whole thing made me feel.