I think it’s best timing at the end of next week because by then, he will be done with examination levels. He’ll have much more time to focus on himself and how to become better. As for moving out, I don’t think that’s a possibility until he is done with school and graduated with a job which is a couple years from now.

I thought of being friends with him but it’s just so hard for me to do that because I am still in love with him despite all this. I wish I could easily move on and continue to be friends but it’s so hard especially since we’ve had physical and emotional connections. I feel that eventually we could be friends but to me, every time he messages, calls or texts, or I see pictures of us together, it just hurts me a lot. Some days I am okay and not upset but then other days, it’s back to square one of me being super emotional and upset because of all this.