I guess your right. But I also remember asking myself “why do I love my boyfriend” and I responded that I didn’t. But then again, the inner voice and all that so…. hm… maybe my anxiety is really clouding my judgement or something… It seems like the more I push him away, the closer I want to be, and the closer I want to be, the more I want to push away. It’s all very confusing… but I guess I can see how past relationships that affect how I think now…