Hello Anita it’s been a couple hours after I responded again with another post. Here is my last post; I’m sorry for the 3 posts.

I messaged him saying Hi and eventually he called me around midnight (he was busy at work) and I just hung up the phone (3am). He ended things with me. He said he wants to take time to himself to figure things out and he cannot see us being happy right now. He said it was a hard decision to make and he said he still loves me very much and cares for me.

I am so heartbroken, I can’t stop crying. I don’t know what to do anymore. I thought we could come through this together and resolve our issues and be happy. But he chose this. I even asked him if he was sure about this decision and he said it was very hard for him to make but he believes that this is needed and that maybe in the future, if our time comes, we can be together.

This is my first relationship ever. He was my first everything my first love and he met my friends and family, I don’t know what to do anymore. I still love him very much. I’m crying as I type this but how can I move past this? How can I be sure that things will work out for us? I wish he decided to work things out with me, I just don’t know anymore. Please help me