Dear Anita,

Thank you for responding. I feel like you are there for me. I understand what you said. I told you one thing that is new that happened to me. Spritualy I feel more connected, not about him only, with any person if I have done wrong, I repent for my behavior. Feeling satisfied with little what I have, I should be thankful. It didn’t occur to me.

I am sorry for my ignorance. I want to make him feel better so that he realizes I can be a best version of myself. If it is not meant to be it will not happen, no matter how much I want to. But only thing is I want to give effort in a new way.

Is that wrong for me to think about? Can’t I change for a better version of myself? People make mistakes and learn from them. This time I feel I have know a lot of things I didn’t know.

Thank you in advance for your time.