Hello!

I hope everything is fine so far for all of you and that you are healthy and well.

I am back to this topic, please feel free to add any insight. I do feel better, overall, but there is a part of me that wonders whether I am insane or not. So, bottom line, it seems that they are engaged now, after 5 months of dating. I don’t feel jealousy, but I see that everything seems so perfect there, and all of their acquaintances are delighted to hear the announcement, deeply rooting for them. I feel like I was the intruder in their story.

I feel like my memories are twisted and I started questioning my reality. What if I was the problem in this situation? I definitely seems so, if I look on the other side. I know that there are multiple perspectives in any story, but I some part of me started thinking it was my fault and that only I am the one to blame, considering how amazing things are for them now.

I feel like I am watching a movie, and not real life, as it all seems so dramatic. If, once again, anyone has any opinions on this matter I would be glad to read it. Thank you!