I couldn’t help it i did kinda say i don’t know how i’ll get through it. I felt the relationship was very great not gripes other than never knowing how he felt and i guess he answered in the same way that i already insinuated.

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I wish I had been more open about how I felt all this time. Expressing things is not a strong suit of mine. What I can honestly say is that the reason I kept holding onto hope for a year was because I cared a lot about you.

Maybe I didn’t express it openly because long distance relationships are filled with so much uncertainty and I didn’t want to commit to something I could not follow through on.

Don’t let yourself get down. You’re an amazing, kind hearted person and I’m not just saying that to make you feel better. Good things happen to good people.

It will take me a while to get over the sadness as well. I don’t express it, but it’s there.”