Dear anita,

I guess you’re right about Y. It’s a bit depressing though. Once again, I don’t understand her. Why would she tell me that she’d love to keep seeing me from time to time with her group of friends and discussing with me and even say yes when asking to see her when she comes back if she does not text me anymore? Was she being polite? Was she lying? Or is it her fear to create false hopes in me? I don’t know and it bothers me unfortunately. I thought I wasn’t holding a grudge against her but actually I am. And it makes me a bit angry. I wish she had texted me earlier about her wanting to stay single. This way, I wouldn’t have been starting to think about the possibility of being in a relationship with her (and having false hopes, exactly what she feared). And I want her to know that so she will not repeat this mistake again in the future with someone else.

A friend in her group told me that he will probably do something with his friends one evening in a few weeks and that he will keep me up to date. Maybe Y will be there too.

I wish I could stop thinking about her. It’s a waste of time.

Daniel