Dear Anita,

Yes i do. I think i need your advice about therapist or psychology things… now i don’t know what actually disturbing my mine.. and how to heal this all. Because i think, I’ve created like this for a long time. And people around me didn’t realize it. Because sometimes i cheerful in front of them and i always smile. But deep inside myheart is like always blue.. easy to feel inferior or insecure.

Btw anita.. i wanna share to you about something that make me really shock and feel really dissapointed…

I don’t know.. is all husbands in this world doing that things..?

I found out.. that my husband always opening porn web.. and i just knowing that he made a new social media to follow sexual woman..

I feel really beaten by this thing. You know my husband never hit me, but he always talk roughly when he was angry.. i think it’s just his character.. and at least he love me, i think it’s okay. Because he is not a gambler, not a drinker, not a smoker. But i didn’t know that porn is the most thing that feel his head.

I feel really dissapointed anita.. i don’t know whom i can talk with. About this.. except you… because i too much shame to tell about husband’s habit.. but this is too much pain anita.. what should i do..?

I thought “am i less satisfying to him?”

He never give me time to talk about “feeling things” or just discussion to fix each other..

I became less and less believe in him anita…

I don’t want my marriage become worse..