Dear Amelia:

I am glad to receive your reply, and good to read that you are feeling a bit better today, hopefully you still do (it is now more than six hours following your reply, and it may be night time for you).

Feelings don’t stay the same, they keep changing, so on any one day you will feel better, and then worse, and then better again.

“I feel  that nothing works in my life”- some things work  in your life, and ending this relationship is one of those things that work for you, not against you. Congratulate yourself to break up with him and prevent yourself from experiencing future misery with him. Any time you doubt that you made the correct choice, re-read your  own thread. You are welcome to post again, here or in a new thread, anytime, and I wish you well.

anita